After a few years have left, we are in 2021. I am 21 y/o, which a lot i have been through which i say it's not easy to faced. Everyone will face that phase of life im sure.
I'm not the old me anymore, i might me the same person who likes eating spaghetti to fill in my empty time, but i am not what i used to feel, or used to be. I know this is only the beginning for me, but Ive learned a lot. Especially for the past 4 years.
People insulted me for my appearance when i dont really care how my looks,
People look down on me when i only have an ugly old car,
People tell me to realise how stupid, foolish i am to be in this world.
People tell me i am stupid, while i am trying so hard to understand.
I've been used while i have pure heart. I've been betrayed by someone i really trusted.
If you asked me to list everything i've been through for these 9 years? It couldnt be enough to type.
But it's not bad as it sounds.
I got entered a college in Micost, Melaka.
All my friends never downgraded me
I am known as someone powerful
I am known as diva because my dressed up
I've felt real friendship
Selected as an exco Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar
I have special classmates
I've dean's list
Im in semester 5 and ive almost graduate my diploma.
What else do i mention? A lot.
Every life has two parts,
Worst and Good. And i am so grateful to be alive in 21 years old soul, being around with great people and I am happy to what i'll become. I have plan for my future, i am well eaten. Alhamdulillah i can say. Syukur.
I also develop myself that i actually love poems, writing, listening.
This is my first post after 9 years, and im looking forward for myself to write more.
peace! xoxo
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